When I,
Try to decipher the Most High,
The most I,
Come up with is emptiness,
Compared with what's left to be identified,
He's infinite,
Outside the bounds of my limited mind,
I decide, I'd step back and just let that lie,
No time to waste, I,
Need to use my every breath, what's left, to stare in awe at His matchless awesomeness,
Unfathomable, but I multiply the greatest feelings in this human form by millions,
Still I fall short by infinite billions,
But that's as close as I get and I'll use this short stick I have to measure,
What's beyond measure,
Until I'm at His feet to witness its fullness,
Forever.
The horizon is vertical, left ear filled with dirt, ants coming out the hearth I call, muffled incoherent hurt, fists full of grass, elbows filled with glass, peering up at the figure, getting bigger. Quaking like the ground, heavy footsteps sound, silhouette blocks the clouds. Limbs flail, "are you insane? " as they fall and crush membrane.
Drifting through this land called life,
Ever moving towards those dreaded lights,
Making a splash in this ocean of minds,
Always facing resistance in our climb.
Who am I? Who are they? Who are we?
Focusing on the self, collectively,
Never an original thought they say,
They've all been taken since those first days.
Creation, big banging up our thoughts,
Why conception weighs so heavily on the end?
Since we'll never be sure til then,
Questions answer questions, again and again.
Know yourself,
Perception needs little correction,
How you see it is what makes you YOU,
But be careful, not to get you misconstrued.
Never had a bad intention fulfilled,
Never had a good outcome not willed,
Never offered fatigue as an excuse,
Never ever denied being a recluse.
Always observing, tongue in check,
Always hesitating, tongue in cheek,
Words never escape, they are released,
Words never affect, to the mind deceased.
Can't predict the future,
Can't forget the past,
Anxiety, wait, no patience suitor,
Dwelling, don't wait, forward fast.
Years from now, still the same,
Long ago, set in ways,
Changing unlikely, but doubt it,
If it comes, nothing to do about it.
When I,
Try to decipher the Most High,
The most I,
Come up with is emptiness,
Compared with what's left to be identified,
He's infinite,
Outside the bounds of my limited mind,
I decide, I'd step back and just let that lie,
No time to waste, I,
Need to use my every breath, what's left, to stare in awe at His matchless awesomeness,
Unfathomable, but I multiply the greatest feelings in this human form by millions,
Still I fall short by infinite billions,
But that's as close as I get and I'll use this short stick I have to measure,
What's beyond measure,
Until I'm at His feet to witness its fullness,
Forever.
The horizon is vertical, left ear filled with dirt, ants coming out the hearth I call, muffled incoherent hurt, fists full of grass, elbows filled with glass, peering up at the figure, getting bigger. Quaking like the ground, heavy footsteps sound, silhouette blocks the clouds. Limbs flail, "are you insane? " as they fall and crush membrane.
Drifting through this land called life,
Ever moving towards those dreaded lights,
Making a splash in this ocean of minds,
Always facing resistance in our climb.
Who am I? Who are they? Who are we?
Focusing on the self, collectively,
Never an original thought they say,
They've all been taken since those first days.
Creation, big banging up our thoughts,
Why conception weighs so heavily on the end?
Since we'll never be sure til then,
Questions answer questions, again and again.
Know yourself,
Perception needs little correction,
How you see it is what makes you YOU,
But be careful, not to get you misconstrued.
New Years resolution time again,
Time again fi people start pretend,
Time again fi dem start saying what an what dem ago do,
Time again fi start calculate who a tell the true,
Time again to say like all the years before, only a very few.
Only for di first couple of days,
People a stare and a gaze,
An a wonder, dem really change dem ways?
Den the next morning fire a blaze,
Cause Patsy tief Ms. Mattie lace,
An Jasper mash up poor Johnny face,
An Denise mouth wah draze.........
Alone by choice,
Unwanted solitude,
Hours solo no voice,
No contact to intrude.
Noise loud in the mind
Poise sound clock chime
Toys crowd around,
One with the cubed ground.
Royce inside ear,
Eminem next I hear,
Bad meets Evil appears,
Ain't even scared.
Tip of the iceberg hoodwinks,
Below the surface below freezing,
Thinking becoming tedious,
Cubes beginning to melt.
Console the soul,
With bold ice cold,
Soulutions like social scrolling,
Timeline strolling.
Icesolation, Freezing,
Wary to thaw,
Warmth too much,
Can melt my heart.